Britney Spears 'cries herself to sleep most nights': 'I'm insecure as hell'
Britney Spears has shared a heartbreaking message to fans, saying she cries herself to sleep most nights and is ‘insecure as hell.’
The Toxic hitmaker, who last year had her 13-year conservatorship terminated, pointed out that social media can make things seem perfect when the reality is far from it.
Britney, 40, shared a photo of a rose on Instagram, admitting in a lengthy caption that she’s embarrassed of her past and traumatised from some of the things she’s been through.
She began: ‘It’s crazy … social media 📱 … everybody’s life seems so perfect and when I post things I think most of the time I’ve been utterly and completely embarrassed of my past … and who can forget those documentaries 🎥 ???
‘So yes, I do try and post me looking my best or what it may seem to be the good life … well the truth is, my spirits are better but I will forever be traumatized by my past experience for life 😔 … there is no way to fix me, my emotions and my sensitivity … therapy, all of it !!!
‘I think I will need some sort of miracle for my emotions. My life is by no means picture perfect … I cry myself to sleep most night … I’m insecure as hell … I don’t know how to have good posture unless I’m on camera 📷 … and I need to go to a school just to be taught how to freaking walk 🙄 …
‘I know you say “but you are a performer” … well that’s it !!! It’s an act on stage … in real life I have no clue 🤷🏼♀️ … and I’m working on that !!! I’m so lazy and I’m learning the word “MORE” …
‘I’ve never had seconds at the dinner table and I know ESPECIALLY in LA a lot of people starve themselves but it’s weird … I WANT MORE lately 🍽 … does that make me a bad person ???
‘It’s weird just the other night someone made me the best mac and cheese … I swear I wanted more so bad !!! But I didn’t do it then I thought about it 🤷🏼♀️ !!! Have I ever had seconds ??? It’s called MORE and maybe MORE isn’t so bad … and opening to MORE and the DOOR 🚪 !!!’
Britney is about to release some new music for the first time since her conservatorship – with many fans previously believing she would never release new material again.
She’s teaming up with Sir Elton John for a cover of his song Tiny Dancer, with fans recently hearing a snippet of the new version, titled Hold Me Closer.
The single will mark Britney’s return to music and her first release since 2016.
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